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i'm a person who loves God, loves others and love myself.

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    • Saturday, March 13, 2010

    what do you do when u wake up at 630 am with that dreadful feeling that has been plaguing you?

    i asked God to please take it away, doesn't really help.. it is not that God isn't real.. He'll take it away alright, soon enough i hope..

    i really dunno what else to say or what else to do. its like one massive prolonged nightmare. i'm so sorry readers that you have to keep reading about all these posts recently (if u do carry on after the 1st few posts).. im really trying my best to overcome.

    thought i could do the right thing this week, i was woefully wrong. all i needed to do was to shut up, but i couldn't. sometimes it seems like honesty isn't the best policy.. but then again, it is just from my part, i have no right to decide or what..

    in fact, i don't think i have any rights anymore..

    i just wanna sleep at night, sleep in for the mornings. but before i go to sleep, this haunts me and before i awake, the dreams rudely prods me away.

    God, please please please give me a way out..

    7am now. gonna try to sleep for awhile more before going to church..

    Till i see You once again..,
    Time: 6:49 AM