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A Simple
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i'm a person who loves God, loves others and love myself.

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  • Thursday, February 18, 2010

    my heart at this point of time hurts.

    so badly it does.

    i wonder why though. why it should even be this way.. God knows. as in seriously only He knows.

    every night i lie down wondering sometimes crying. every morning i wake up with such a feeling in my heart, wishing and believing for the best.. but more often than not, it turns out otherwise.

    why?



    i don't think i'll ever know soon.


    can anyone save me?

    Till i see You once again..,
    Time: 1:18 AM

    Monday, February 8, 2010

    i wish i had no emotions. i wish i had no feelings. i wish that my wishes would come true..but then again if it came true, i would be long gone before this blog was set up. :)

    oh well. what can i say or do? every night i sit down and think, throughout the day i'm waiting. but increasingly it seems to be in vain. when will it end, 3 weeks and counting of this.. feeling. this is not what i imagined things to be like that.. well of course, over the years i realise that i can plan for many many many things but more often than not, nothing that i plan for really comes to the way i visualise it. perhaps i have a wrong vision then?

    one day i know it'll get better.. for now, its really alot of holding back, self control, thinking positive and questioning God but yet just claiming verses.

    Till i see You once again..,
    Time: 5:02 PM