Thursday, January 21, 2010
here i am.. 21st of jan! last day of the computer fast.. i think more than just a fast, it has been a habit for me to off the comp whenever i'm not using it.. perhaps i should just do it from now on? :) i think this place is the one of the few places where i can bare some (still not all) of my thoughts. and i notice i blog only when i feel upset.. sometimes being online can make me sad also as i look through FB and twitter feeling quite alone. haha weird but true..
i feel that i have nothing to offer the world or for that matter, anyone else around me. what value do i add or bring? i used to think i have an impact on people around me but now, not anymore.. somehow the truth always hurts.
well, this 3 days of fasting so far has been good? God already spoke on monday.. when my aunt called looking for my mum but instead ended up talking to me that God will honor me in my studies even as i honor Him with my time and ministry.. that's really amazing. 2 more days to go.. and i'll break fast...alone again. :)
need to go rest and back to the books! haha. or just get off the comp frm making myself feeling worse.. :)
Till i see You once again..,
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