well.. its been an interesting 4 days so far? fasting from the computer (actually from using it too much) is quite good. i have studied more within these 4 days than the whole of last month (whoops!) and read more of christian books, exercise more (30 laps in 37 mins!) and slept abit more, talked to my mum more and played with my nephew more.. and of course feeling as well as really being much closer to God in a sense. i think this is really one of the breakthrough times for me when i fast. like food is tough but from the computer is really even tougher!

but it is worth it i believe. really, i never felt so close to God before.. i love Jesus and this is what i'll wanna do for Him. ya sure i cant play games and when i'm online, its really purely work basis and i do feel quite left out esp with all the facebook news feed thingy.. but i think in terms of eternity mindset, it is worth it.

was just thinking over the 2 days.. like the 6th of Jan 2010 is soo different from the 6th of Jan 2009. i think 2009 was carrying lots of stuff over from the 2008.. 2010 sure still got some stuff that i carried over from 2009, but it feels and really is quite different. i think it is like what Pastor Mark said, Right thinking, Right living.. if i were to face what im facing now (in 2010) in 2009, i think i'll be as depressed as i was then.. but being renewed in the mind really changes stuff! love what Pastor Mark preached, it was really a confirmation after i read Pastor Cho's 4th Dimension book!

another 15 mins before i go offline, soon soon soon.. times are tough but God is even tougher than them because He created time.. haha. :) but we must go through the trial to receive the triumph (courtesy of Kenneth SW), i am more than willing.

i have decided to follow Jesus,

no turning back..

no turning back.

bless you readers!