Saturday, January 9, 2010
8th of Jan.. :) went for the medical review, doc put me up for a MRI scan for my knee.. that means no Singapore Biathlon for sure.. :( i was soooo confident that i'll be able to go for it, complete it in a faster timing and give a testimony... or maybe i still can? now the question is whether to go for the MRI and see how it goes? or just have faith and just sign up and take part.. what is having God-like faith and what is having Godly wisdom? its interesting battle of thoughts for me.. :)
well, been quite an interesting day i guess. went to get a blue shirt for $16 from G2ooo, got a hair cut, been using facial products all just for the photoshoot on sunday.. like im a model like that.. i think im just trying to make myself look and feel good even though i still don't feel very confident.. but oh well. all i want is to just be close to God. which i'm really experiencing at the moment.. thank you Jesus for that. i just pray that i will continue to be sensitive to His spirit and prompting.. doing the things that He has called me to do and doing them with love!
love is so important in a ministry. it makes the difference between working in a secular organisation and in the kingdom of God. and whatever Jesus did, He did it in love.. even when He corrected the rich young ruler. Jesus looked at him, loved him and then told him that he lacked something. woahhh. amazing revelation for me.. i need to love people more and just as God does and how God would look and love them..
and also was reading a worship book, thank God for providence! Pastor Janet gave that book to me for my birthday and it is sooo timely! from the ending of last year till now, i just feel the sensing that i need to improve my worship life, lo and behold, until me a book was given.. HAHA. :)
will share more soon!
Till i see You once again..,
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