Saturday, December 26, 2009
i look back at 2007 posts and i freak out.
Merry Christmas.. or so it says. rain rain rain, in every aspect. i think i am an extremely hard person to please. I might laugh on the outside but actually am crashing within. Can't wait for 2009 to be over.. not that i know 2010 will be like 100000 times better but 2009 is just.. like that.
Family gathering strangely feel okay even with the out of tune carols and super off beat singing.. i did drift in and out with my thoughts and all, feel stuffed with food but devoid of sentiment. I dare say that i'm actually quite ruthless in the way i deal with things in my life.. or even towards the people i love and care for. i really don't think anyone will understand what i'm saying.. or me for that matter, but who's complaining? Life still has to go on somehow.. i'll find a path, any path, the right path.
Merry Box-mas.
Till i see You once again..,
Time: 1:25 AM