been almost a week since i had my last entry..

Today is sunday and tml is monday (of course.)

and tml marks the start of my life proper for the next 6 to 8 months of balancing work and study and ministry as well, its gonna be a real tough challenge i guess? :) actually very tough. but can la.. just really need to discipline myself. pray and pray, study and study, work and work..

and on the way to dinner, i just had a "revelation" that i have ALOT to study. was trying to study Principles of Marketing on the way.. and its only like half a chapter and i already find abit hard to memorize. then i thought of how i gotta do Principles of Accounts, Human Resource Management, Elements of Social and Applied Psychology and re-module Econs as well as Stats..

AHHH! :)

And that's just school.

well, work is just work. :) it will always be known for its urine and stool. and its normal to say you have a shitty day! cause thats what we collect anyway.. haha. :)

and ministry! growing the cell group will not be easy.. need to disciple and then do follow up and then drag new ones back and then scold the old ones. :)

the only way i'm going to make it through... is to seek God first. human effort i think i will do well for awhile then die off because its only God's supernatural strength and joy that will get me through! He has and is always faithful and true, a tower of refuge. As He is, so are we..

and that's my call:

Gotta press on! Even though i have emotions that are really haywired and swinging weirdly, even though i so very much want to get attached, even though i feel hard pressed on every side, His call is my purpose and i will press on..