Thursday, January 17, 2008
mid week.
"you a PTI? sure anot?""so skinny.look at your arms, no muscle.""no abs.whats wrong with you?""if u are a PTI, i also can..."haha. all the doubts in the world floods into me once in a while in a form of doubting human beings. what can i do or say? my pride takes a beating but i still have to wear the cross sword proudly.oh well, always coming in as runner up! haha. =)so tiredddd. mentally exhausted from all the paper work, stress in camp but a day over means a day closer to ORD.. sounds so far but its only abt 7 more months. and hopefully, prayerfully, divinely university for me.or maybe not? im always the odd one out, left behind. maybe i'll have to take a different path from my friends as usual. whats new? everyone will be talking about the same thing while i'll force a smile =) and try to join in but to no avail. hahahaa.weirdness.aiya. all the questions and not much answers. who what when where how why? i'll go read bible and then sleep.. a new day beckons!
Till i see You once again..,
Time: 12:32 AM