A Simple Diary.

Thursday, December 27, 2007

dodaladoodle.

its a rather interesting day, all the emotions, thoughts etc. wonder why they're back again. but they'll soon be gone cause its not right to keep dwelling on them.

spent pretty much most of the day at home.. hah whats new. woke up, ate and then slept again. what a pig huh? plus still sick, lots of green stuff and losin my voice slowly. BUT! went for Gab's cell chalet thingy in the evening, that was so much better actually.i always thought that being alone at home to relax was good but i realised that being in the company of others also help quite a fair bit. so it was a good thing to have gone.. =)

went there with Dickson, Megan, Dawn, Joel, Michelle..met the new guy Alwyn along the way too. then saw Gab + cell while walking in.. haha they rented bikes! the bikes were prob the best thing to do the whole night.. reached there, saw my cell and others, started bbqing and eating like nothing and then the cycling begun! haha. really, that was so so so so so fun.. up and down the slope, danger of getting hit by cars etc. =P what a life. 1st trip was with Gab/Jayne (dual bike), Joel, Teck Choon, Coral, Nelsen and Michelle.. went to changi v, 2 rounds around it and then back to the chalet (which is at a super ulu place btw.) went back ate and talk somemore with the rest of the peeps, getting to know everyone alittle better..

and 2nd trip! was to get drinks anyway. but still fun. it was me/Jayne, Joel, Maddy, Alex and Michelle..haha. uncle Tay and aunty Tong on a dual bike and going crazy! haha. not bad eh? we're a powerful duo. =) tho the upslope really took my thighs out but its good training! haha. the bike made weird noises but we took care of it. tay and tong. a tag team. haha even saw a bapo on the way back.. but thats a dose of reality in sg's nightlife.

moving on. went back for awhile, play game of life before getting a lift from Jayne's dad to tampines to take cab back. $24. chor man. i need to save $$, driving's coming, insurance plan is coming. oh well.. im so tired. even though i slept a reasonable amount today.. i wonder why. maybe im just exhaused from all the mind battle that im going thru.

anyway! next year, think i'll take part in quite a few races. 29/05 is the sundown marathon (http://www.sundownmarathon.com/) , prob do the full marathon, the ultra one will just kill me. next up is the lioncity marathon (http://www.lioncitymarathon.com/) 29/06, full marathon too. haha 1 month to recover in between, i wonder if its enough.. then aug AHM, and then dec stand chart once more. madness with all these marathons, i guess it gives personal satisfaction? prove to myself i can actually do a physical activity like how other people can too. haa quite silly but whatever works, i'll try it.. so that means i gotta start training! 5 months of condition runs, conditioning core muscles etc. and running helps to keep the thoughts away, i wonder why..

moving nicely along. gotta start reorgn my life again! need to head back to wok -shudders-, so need to be prepared mentally for the workload for WY08. battle plans for YA! all the exciting things to put into place, therefore gotta start working hard and make sure 2008 is a year of F.I.A. (faith in action) and more! service with goosebumps, a touch from God, a word of knowledge, a word of prophesy, healings, miracles. thats gonna happen soon. it has to! and salvations! a growing, healthy YAs living for Jesus. which reminds me. gotta plan cell vision for 08 soon and how to have a multiplication process soon.. tough but needed.

i shouldn blog too much. i think im addicted but only because its easier than to keep writing all my thoughts into a book. the personal ones i will la. but like all this stuff are share-able. and for edification! let all who reads be blessed and encouraged.. =) somewhere in the Bible says "to be all things to all men so that some might be saved" to the bengs, be a bengz, to a mat, be a mat brudda etc. gotta save people along the way! its hard but its worth it because thats the greatest impact/fulfillment of the last commandment and its for the eternity!

i think tats all for tonight. so tired.

here's a real old song chorus:

i want to walk You with every step of the way
to talk with You in the good and the bad
You're my friend
You're my father
for all times...
and nothing will keep us apart...
You're the lover of my heart..

hah. the old songs still rocks..

Till i see You once again..,
Time: 2:06 AM