Tuesday, December 25, 2007
and its all over..
Christmas! is almost over.
or will be when im done with this post at least..
24.12shopping at orchard from 1130 to 4, at least half the time with 1 contact cause the other fell out while blinking, lovely huh? looking for presents while being a cyclops. =) not as if anyone knows.. haha.
"put on a garment of praise for a spirit of heaviness" result of asking God how i should feel about everything.. hey, that works. =)
Roland's house for steamboat/countdown? haha. it was fun just chilling, eating, laughing, singing and being rowdy.. i think its a good way to spend christmas eve, should make that an annual affair. saves all the trouble of not being alone on christmas eve. wrote cards from 1 to 4.. every year i resolve not to be last min but yet it keeps on happening, nvm 2008 will be a changed year!
25.12woke up late, slept for about 2 1/2 hours, so tired but i guess happy? at least for most of the day.. its christmas anyway! it really doesn feel like it but need to make it somewhat like it..
service was interesting, 3 piece band, interesting songs as well, haha. emmmmmmmanuueeeeeel. lots of presents exchanges, photo taking.. lunch with cell at macs, great talking to them, especially getting to know Royston better, cant afford to lose anyone to the "backdoor" thing again. everyone that comes in must stay in.. it was nice that Samuel, Teck Choon and Royston prayed for me to get well after service, a real sweet gesture. one of the little things that makes my day a lit better.. =)
thereafter hung out at gelare with Meredix, Michelle, Sj, Ade, Fx,Gab before heading to Meredix's house.. watched this dvd called "13 going on 30". interesting show, alright so i teared a bit but who doesnt? =) i guess its cause i feel the pain(not totally understanding it), the emotions portrayed are so real also. but then, its just a movie.. how the story turned out in the end will never ever happen in real life. its a sad but very real truth. because i prob cant ever say "i've always loved you" to anyone without the person laughing in my face.. haha. oh well, moving nicely along. =)
had dinner at bro's place with his parents in law. haha weirdish but alright laaa. i fell asleep during the whole thing for about 2 hours.. cant believe it. only woke up when it was time to give out the presents.. felt sick, head spinning, eyes super dry and dizzy. but im back in the comfort of my own home, just finished going thru my christmas stuffs.. oh well. i guess its time to hit the sack. and time to get back into a work momentum.. all the paper work, workload, politics to handle once i step into camp..
Jesus please give me strength to go thru all this. to take in my stride things i cannot understand or control. to make my word my bond. to look at the big picture. to see people with Your eyes. to have compassion like You do. to have faith. to carry out Your plans and purposes. to endure the pain. to love You even more wholeheartedly.oh, another 5 days to 2008. i wonder what it'll bring..
Till i see You once again..,
Time: 11:55 PM