Saturday, May 30, 2009
tml at this time.:)
haha. tml at this time i hope to have finished my Sundown Marathon 2009.. prayerfully no breakdowns like last year in the Name of Jesus! :)
well, its been a pretty interesting week.. intense and busy and alot of other things.. but God is still good no matter what. through the thick and thin, continue to praise His name because the praise brings the breakthrough.. somehow oh Lord, somehow, You'll come through, surely as the sun will rise, You'll come to us..
Till i see You once again..,
Time: 5:15 AM
Monday, May 25, 2009
:)
hello,
its me once again.. finally the stress week is over.. (hope the pimple on my face can finally be reduced!) haha..well, thank God for everything actually, somehow He makes all things work and all things beautiful in His time.. i really cant express how thankful i'm to God for what He's done.. it might seem abit premature, but giving thanks in advance and beliving brings breakthrough and builds up faith. thank you Jesus. :)
Till i see You once again..,
Time: 2:54 AM
Thursday, May 21, 2009
thank God for 21st!
well, its finally, officially, and painfully over.. the exams that is. mugging is not laughing matter (especially when you've got a freaking hard econs paper which can kill you till next year and beyond).. but yes its over. interestingly, im half half.. half happy and well half dreading it also.. cause i know after this, there's so many more things that i gotta do.. sometimes study is a form of escape from the real world and into the world of numbers, theories and thinking of how to smoke the way through the paper..haha.
quite interesting though, i was reading letters from one of my departed friends already (its not that im that old, just have a friend who has hopefully gone on with the Lord) and one of his letters read "dear Alvin, how are you? i'm praying for your exams.." and that immediately like caused my heart to skipped a beat.. not because its scary but because someone cares and that someone's care went beyond time and space into the present.. from beyond and up above. i'll remember you always my friend for encouraging me as well in those letters.. thank you so much.
well, more things to come i guess.. have to take a day at a time.. :) and i need to earn some money already.. oooohhh.
Till i see You once again..,
Time: 6:30 PM
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
Tuesday
ah its tuesday, 2 more days away from the last paper (which im just 1/3 prepared for), its quite scary man, so much theories to try and remember and alot of essays to write.. i really hope this paper won't be like the last econs paper, haha like my friend said yesterday, even when the exams are over, the feeling of not being able to do well / pass for a paper will keep lingering on till the results are out (in sept btw)..
hilarious thing happened yesterday though.. studying at the airport is quite nice actually, starbucks, macs etc.. peace and quiet (ok la not so quiet) but still peaceful compared to other places and somehow the airport has this calming effect to study..hahah.
then some people came to sit down beside us. and they were talking about a certain worker that was giving them problems.
the supervisor was talking so loud that i could hear:
1.) the name of the worker
2.) his name
3.) his supervisor's name
4.) the worker drove illegally
5.) the worker stole a multimeter (and oh! they replace their multimeters every year apparently! so last year was a analog multimeter and this year they changed to a digital multimeter!)
6.) he punched someone (site supervisor)
7.) he didn't attend to an incident on a worksite, said that he was helping another team at another point but he was only with them for 15 to 20 mins
8.) he raised his voice at his supervisor
and so much more.. then after that was actions to be taken, looking from a humanistic point of view and looking from a company's point of view also..
it was soooooo hard to concentrate, here i am trying to study about knowledge management and e-business but its quite hard to resist hearing their stories (while drinking sprite and eating fries also).. and plus we were studying business management too, so we were discussing which theories we could apply in their situation and which level of the hierachy they were on and what they should do! hahhahaa.
that's the only highlight of yesterday.. oh well, back to study! (or thinking..sighs)
Every night, the same dream (or nightmare in this case).. i really wonder why i have to keep dreaming of this..
Till i see You once again..,
Time: 11:17 AM
Friday, May 15, 2009
Econs..
Manfred Ting!(he's my econs lecturer) yr tips really don't work.. haha. Paradox of thrift and income-in-kind did not come out at all!
but nah, if it did, it'll prob make the paper already harder than it will be!
all i ask is for a miracle to pass now, cant bear the thought of having to take 5 modules next semester, to pay extra cash for this once again, i really studied but still like that. but like someone said to me after the paper,
"God works all things for the good of those who love Him"
its interesting the way God answer prayers nowadays, like yesterday too, quite amazed and also quite worried.. hahaha.
ah well, can't really afford to think about it too much, there's still one more to go and then afterwards, something known as "freedom" comes back into my life once again.. :|
suddenly after exams seem packed with stuff (not too sure what it is exactly also but yes, it seems very packed).. suddenly things that i was looking forward to, not really anymore..
but sundown is coming soon, at least still 1 thing to look forward to.. :)
although i still have to deal that sinking feeling at the finishing line. hmmmm.
and after studying sociology, i realise that im a mix of being a positivist as well as an interpretivist!
random thoughts of today.. indeed.
Till i see You once again..,
Time: 9:35 PM
Thursday, May 14, 2009
wednesday..
mid week!
TGIW? i guess..
never knew so many people visit the pool during lunch time.. :P
not too productive a day of studying, then again, which day is? focus isn't there, discipline is weak.. but no choice la, somehow gotta get through right? :|
blehhhh
Till i see You once again..,
Time: 12:31 AM
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
Reversi
Reversi.. interesting game that i have on my google desktop right now along with other new gadgets..
haha its interesting how one can spend several minutes trying to reverse the colour of the seeds and when it is completed, to hit reset and to redo everything all over again..
sadly, in life some "seeds" can be reversed, but most cant.. i wonder how it will be like to "reversi" some seeds..
thinking deeply is one of the things i do the most, but it might be working against me right now..
2 more papers to go! hopefully the maths can pull up the stats tremendously.. quite frustrating to discover a careless mistake with less than 10 minutes to go and not be able to correct it in time..
que sara sara..
Till i see You once again..,
Time: 12:05 AM
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
cant find the light switch in the dark room... oh well,
interesting time to be blogging again.. gonna sleep soon..
goodnight world..
Till i see You once again..,
Time: 12:10 AM
Sunday, May 10, 2009
oh yes!
the commentator actually called Tevez "stupid!" hahahahahahaha.
how can anyone head the post instead of the ball? :|
Till i see You once again..,
Time: 10:52 PM
dusty.
this blog is pretty dusty huh? im supposed to be studying right now.. but apparently not from this short post..
good game.
Till i see You once again..,
Time: 10:47 PM
